your heart is
empty
and you're so cold
Thursday, November 29, 2007 @ 7:13 PM

BP or DS?!

lalala~!!!!

I"M SO DAMN HAPPY!!!!
Finally watched Anyband Concert!!
So cool! Must thank huixin again~ i always thanks her hor! LOL!

Epik High rap damn good!!! better than 2U
And then dongbang is.. love!! LOL! So shiny~!!!!
Rising Sun.. I wanna hold you.. White lie! I didn know they sang this at the concert!
I love the song that junsu sang! and chunnie! no sun!!

Anyway, a bit influenced.. so .. I want Tablo and BoA together~~!!! LOL!
Damn cute!!!!




Of course..
I still love dongbang! LOL


LOL! Then Mtv channel got dongbang again!! So high~!

Pris finished her why why love! LOL! I haven! A bit lazy~~
Huixin just gave me Non-stop 5 drama link, DAMN FUNNY! LOL
"I want buy Korean encyclopedias!"

Fan - Epik High

** :
Oh! (Even if I can't have you)
Even if it’s only in my mind (Even if I can't touch you)
Even if it’s only a meaningless dream (Even if I can't talk to you)
Even if I hide and watch from far away (You know I do)
I love you (Even if you don't know who I am)

Oh baby don't you know, you don't even know my name
I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you
Oh so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand
The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world
You’re not even listening, you wouldn’t even know if I died
Even in your next life you will live without knowing who I am
I want you so bad and it’s too late to turn back
Even tonight I want to kiss you so I clutch my pillow tight

Today is our first meeting right?
Only you have this sort of dialogue
Again today I talk to your retreating figure
It’s always the same thing but still I give a nervous hello
Even though the whole world’s stops listening, I only need you to hear me
The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me
Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever
Will I be able to see you? (Tell me)

(**)

Darling, why are you not smiling today?
It would be nice if it was not a big problem
I couldn’t look at your face filled with anxiety
It would be better if I was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret
Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of “how are you?”
Can’t come close, can’t touch, you’re the one I can’t hold
I’m going to go meet you tonight in my dreams

Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love
Even though everyone says I am crazy and the entire world disappears
Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?
No, there is no way. I’ll make you see only me
I’ll give you everything, I’ll make your lips meet mine, I’ll go get the world and give it to you
I’ll make it so you can never leave me, I’ll keep you in my sunken heart
You are My star, I’m your no.1 fan
Baby please, take my hand

(**)

Boys and Girls in a crazy love say oh! oh! oh!
Boys and Girls in a stupid love say oh! oh! oh!
Boys and Girls in a meaningless love say oh! oh! oh!
Boys and Girls in a love like mine say oh! oh! oh!

Even if you don't know who I am!!

Oh my! So epik high-ish~!
DONGBANG~!!! LOL!
@ 2:09 PM

lalala~~

Changed blogsong..
네 곁에 숨쉴 수 있다면 (White Lie...)
Dongbang song of cos! LOL
Cuz ytd was listening then random..

Ytd celebrated with pris her bdae~ a bit late LOL
Upload photo next tym. Ytd was cockroach day. TERRIBLE~!

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAO!

I need the bold the words to show how fat slim he is!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 @ 4:49 PM

I have been wanting to blog!
But was doing other stuffs, so I'm here now!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HYESUNG TAI TAI'S HUBBY, HYESUNG!!!! LOL!

And today is ANYBAND CONCERT! LOL!
Thanks to huixin again! She's the one who always tell me dongbang news.

Anyway, fuck off lah! So what if you went to the concert!
Hao lian your head ah! Irritating! Poor CHUNNIE!!!!!!

Ytd went job hunting, not very successfully.
Didn meet Liyun and Xueli~ And congrats! ^^
Didn go find huixin also~
Saw christina when me, regina and edna were at ps. LOL!
bet she waiting for zhan rui, she said no~ hahaha!

Being bugged by some health care products ppl. I dun wan the job!
Rejected by the telemarketing person! T__________T

Next week onwards, going to work in factory, should be pretty slack..
And bought jeans at peninsular.
MY POST IS SO NOT ORGANIZED! LOL

CHRISTMAS! Everywhere is christmas tree!!






Mummy, sis and muahchee went to hospital.
I wanted to go one but jie asked me stay at home.
Maybe she know there is Anyband concert later? And the TVants can work!
Hope mummy is alright! I love her more than dongbang mah! ^^
Muahchee just called~~


And zhangshushu!!!! I need talk to you!! =XXX
Help me go bash the china person up! LOL!
When you will online?? Then tell me I come online~
oops! Haven go buy mao's present! I swear I will buy it asap!
Liyun!!! Pei wo go buy! okok?

"That's what friends are for~~ "
AATVXQ 2 with poster set sent!
One more hour to anyband concert!
Bye!
Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 12:15 AM

lalala~~~

It's less than a month to christmas!!! (one month minus a day! ^^V)
Yipeee~!!!!
19 more days to JUNSU's birthday!!!! (A bit exaggerating if I go count chunnie's one! ><)


Good night!
Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 7:25 PM

woohoo~
Super tired and mood not too good.
I used to love staying at home but not during holidays.
I need a job!!
If not, I'm going to die rotting at home with nothing to do.

Anyway, ytd was concert, poor me cant go!
Went to find tongzhi tag machine and she pei me walk till bus stop! Thanks!
So met audrey, edna, huixin, mingyan and vanna!
We went to edna's house and esther came! Sorry for being late!
And, yupp! We watched Rising Sun Concert and rot awhile after that~ LOL!
Yunho's pants! =X

Went home and watched my laoda's lovers! And I saw dongbang~!!!!!



Okay, I'm bored~~
I now go out hor.. Cannot spend money! Unless I get to work.
Tml going with regina and edna to find job. oops! I haven sms regina!

Before I go, thank you mrsyunho for showing me the video! LOL!
I kept on forgetting to blog about this.
I love YOOSU!!!



junsu played soccer! *lame~*

ps: i reduced the video frame size~

tatata~
I'm off!
Saturday, November 24, 2007 @ 9:37 PM

HOHOHO~!!!!

I'm hungry so I will blog tml~!
I just finished being an email machine!

Blog tml! Today was fun! Cause I didn have to spend! LOL
And muz hoot those who went for dongbang concert! =X
Bet they are having a great time. T___________________________T

Anyway, decided to buy the AAVXQ 2 with the poster set!!! lalal~!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 7:09 PM

I'm sad, I'm depressed.
Nothing I can do about it except to cry.
In fact crying cannot help.
Thanks to tongzhi, at least got some hope. But quite no use too. haizz..
I shouldn't trust people so easily.
But what can I do if the person meant to scam me?
Now can only wait. I have to face the music sooner or later but not now.
I cant do it now.
Please dont tell anyone for those who know! I cant take it.


Anyway, some happy things to "neutralise" my mood.
I received the shirt from sweetwrapper.
Just now saw Super Junior's Marry U, very cute. Feeling better until..
Koda Kumi's Last Angel on TV!
Feeling alot better but.. haizz..

Oh~ Changed blogsong again.
I want to change my mood.
First time using imeem.
Chunnie's My Girlfriend.
Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 11:31 PM

oh ya!!!
Just feel like blogging another post.
I was watching AATVXQ 2's Show DVD right?
Then when it reached the part whereby they sang the HUG (That's the song that made me love them!), I think the fans there .. are so cool!!! Super united!
except for the fact that they are quite noisy during the filming which I can understand

Hwaiting!!! LOL!
@ 10:50 PM

lalalalal~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIYUN!!!

Today went for class chalet~ LOL!
To celebrate liyun's bdae~ Then I think the present I got for her is prettyyy!!!
That's what I think~
Today also POOL! LOL
Anyway, Happy Birthday! Hope you enjoy it today~

PS: Suddenly rmb I haven got a cake for pris! =X

Ytd I was watching AATVXQ 2's Show till damn late~
And also finished the FITB 2 DVDs.!

I LOVE MICKY!!LOL

FAN AH~
My PAE~~~~ haizzzz..

Oh ya!
The day before yesterday which is sat!
Is jkpoppy meet up!!!
Met pris, edna, huixin and mingyan!!!
POOL-ing time after meet up!
Now, pris and huixin know how to play!

Anyway.. I need a job!!!!
I think I better dun blog so long~
And SHU!! I MISS YOU!
Faster come back ba!

dongbangshinki~~~ random~
Friday, November 16, 2007 @ 10:10 PM

My 250th post! LOL!

Today is grad day!
Supposed to meet huixin in the morning for interview but sth happened. so canceled!
Then met pris~ We went walk walk and played arcade!
And steph came! LOL! like four years didn see her!!

And met regina, liyun and xueli to go school.
We were late! Got PAE~

L1R5 (without CCA) : **
L1R4 (without CCA) : **

Meaning I have 2 digits for both! ARGH~!
Just afraid that some idiots might laugh at me (and ya! I wont give you the chance to.), so I'm not putting my results up.
Some farewell messages from every sec 4 class.
Our class is the last! But I didn get to see mao fall off the chair! =X

lalala~
Stupid me and regina kena pulled back to junyuan by selina!
And we didnt know why we got back there!
Like so lame!
After that, regina's dad drove us home! ^^

Tml jkpoppy meet up!
Helpers : mrsyunho! anyesther she cannot come! T_______T, maybe edna??
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 10:38 PM

ARGH~!!!!!!!!
My hair~!!!!!!

Actually everything was alright until the hairdresser cut my fringe~!
There goes everything!
Though my sis said it looks better than my previous messy and unkempt hair.

Liyun perm-ed her hair! Looks nice loh!!! ARGH! LOL!
Edna waited us then we went to great world to get her salary.

Forget about the hair!
Yesasia parcel came again..
Weeeeek Single, Choosey Lover single and..

AATVXQ 2 Replacement Disc!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

lalalala~
feeling better~
tml going out with tongzhi??

Bye! ^^
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 10:24 PM

I just got home!
Tired~!
And FUCK THE KBOX~! (It's too big to fuck hor.) At marina square.
Super not recommended.
Attitude sucks like hell! And we were made to leave at 5 instead of 7!!!

And chanel didn come today~ So only went with edna and yanping.
I was totally occupying the mic to myself =X

After that walked to suntec and walk walk~ Play arcade and went to play pool at the arcade back at marina.
Another Yesasia parcel came~~ More Pacific~

SUPER TIRED NW!
So I shall say bye!

ps : I love chunnie! ^^ LOL!
Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 11:34 PM

Blogging another time! ^^
Changed blog song! Super random!
Cuz I just want to change to I'll be there BEGIN~!

Suddenly thought of something. For someone so impecunious like me, why on earth am I going kbox tml?! I should be working! LOL
Jie just called me just now. She mentioned about some sakae sushi thing (like the one liyun they all going for) and she forbids bans me from working in factory~!

Ignore that. I'm just feeling random.

Let's see if I'm able to recall what I've been doing these days.

friday
What was I doing? hmmmm..
.. ..



oh oh oh!!!!!
I went to orchard!!!! With edna first.
Then we met huixin, mingyan and vanna! Then faiz came~
And I think I forgot what happened.
But I rmb.. mrsyunho owes me a latte!

Conclusion : The interview was a failure and I accidentally deleted the msg so mingyan! I dont have her no.! Paiseh!


Saturday
I went to meet nonny and I met tongzhi! (I mentioned you!)
After that those items came~! My concert book!

Nov Smag!





Conclusion : I love chunnie more than changmin! =X
Changmin is cute I agree! ^^


Sunday
I stayed at home for the whole long day.
Shu went to china! I will miss you!!
And jie came back from hk loh~ LOL

Conclusion : People are leaving and coming into my life!


Monday
Met tongzhi today to pass her present and get from her the BB mini album!
And sorry for the stupid wrapping paper! It was meant to wrap book but I mistook it as a gift wrapping one! =X

Nothing much! LOL! But I'm happy!
Whenever I thought I was slacking, I'm actually not! Cuz my O's is over!
But I'm quite unwilling to part with my textbooks and notes!
It's like I spent how long writing my chem notebook for example.
It went with me from mac to bed and the heartless owner is actually only keeping the donghae pic inside and dumping the supposingly important part!
Slap me!

Conclusion : I should be happy and I will be happy! ^^

By hook or by crook, I'm going to get a job by this week?
And stop disturbing me with stuffs on jkpoppy. Nowadays, I'm easily agitated by these stuffs.
I shall stop ranting.


SUPER DUPER LONG POST! AND I'M STILL CONTINUING!

Random 1 :
tackey and tsubasa
I almost forgot their name! until tongzhi told me! thanks! LOL!
I just now saw a mv of theirs on mtv channel.
SUPER CUTE! LOL!
As in the dance steps.. The characters.. There's Indians inside!
The song is VENUS but I cant find it on youtube~ so well..
If you get to see the MV, watch it!

Random 2 :
Smelly smelly! LOL!


Random 3 :
I LOVE DONGBANG!!!!
And they made me feel that I wasted all my money on KAT-TUN previously!
Cuz gina just now asked me if I buying KATTUN's single.
AWWWWW~~~!!!!!
I'm sorry KAME! I still like him kay!

Random 4 :
I was watching WHY WHY LOVE cuz muahchee dl-ed it. And almost late for my papers!
Please shoot me on my head if you're holding on to a gun now!
I hope you dont.

I think I should just make myself scram.
I'm getting so naggy!
So BYE!!
@ 6:24 PM

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!!!

I'm free!!!!! YEAH!!!
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF MY O'S!!!!!

though i flunk my chem

CELEBRATION GOING ON FOR TWO MONTHS! LOL!


Anyway, today after my papers, didn go out with liyun and xueli cuz i tml gg kbox liao~ Then if i go today, it means i have too much money to spare which is not true! ^^
So i pei regina went to bank, but closed le!

Shu reached China le? MA, I MISS YOU! haha!
Jie came back from hk ytd~ and she really didnt get me ayn dong bang things!!! grrr~
Just some shirt and FOOD! (Food id enough to make me shut up)

Blog more later!
Oh ya! yesasia fast fast~! News album came le~
L8r post more pic~ And the Nov smag! LOL~!
Thursday, November 08, 2007 @ 6:31 PM

lalalala~

Just feel like blogging again~ LOL!

I LOVE YESASIA!!!
THEY SENT THE 2 AATVXQ 2 REPLACEMENT DISC TGT!
I mean they shld, but they are nice! hahahaha!

Items I'm waiting to reach me..
Choosey Love single (nonny)
Nov Smag
Concert Items
News' Weeeek Single (pris fren one~)
News' Pacific Limited Album X 3 (pris fren and jkp one)
AATVXQ 2 replacement disc (me and edna's)


I LOVE TONGZHI!!
Your classmates dun care them! got me! LOL!
Thank you so much! Cuz you let me use your paypal and yesasia.
Thank you for trusting me!
@ 5:52 PM

WAH!!!
I SUPER LONG DIDN COME ONLINE LE!!! *roars*

anyway, flood me with dongbang news pls!!!
yunho taitai flooding now! thank you! LOL!

my life these few days = AFTER O"S! though I still have papers on mon, so I muz study!

tuesday 06.11.2007
after elit papers (i love english teacher! headmaster came out!), me, liyun and xueli went to parkway to eat pasta.
I really swear I'm not going to eat creamy chicken again! *vomits*

wednesday 07.11.2007
A very ridiculous day!
I woke up too late so didnt meet vivien to get posters.
Met liyun at bugis and we shopped from 2 to 6!
I bought 2 pairs of shoes and 3 shirts! Super broke now!
Liyun also spent alot~ And she dont want transfer me!! *bites*

After that edna came, and we went to find yanping~
Continue walk walk walk!! LOL!

thursday 08.11.2007
woke up super early cuz jasmine sms-ed me.
Then I got to rush down to meet her (for your info, I watched tv till 3 plus~!)
Passed her AATVXQ 2 and suju album~
Waited for vivien and got my smag posters from her!!! Like so long le~
After that, I forced got edna to pei wo go play pool until muahchee and weilin came down!
Edna went home and now I waiting for them to come back~
They dabao my dinner!! ^^



LONG POST!!!!
Last 2 papers to go on monday!
Tml going interview with mingyan, edna, regina and mingyan's fren!
Sat pei tongzhi walk walk! Then collect my shine single~
TONGZHI DUN SO EMO! ^^
Sunday see if can go see shu! one month leh!

chunnie should like to play pool hor.. LOL
Bye~!
Monday, November 05, 2007 @ 2:02 PM

WAH WAH WAH~~~ i also dunnoe i wah for wat! LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!!!! ytd lah`

and she got the same bdae as shuwei~ i'm like so not energy now~ who cares.

today ss~ jiu ming ah~!
first tym i felt that i did badly for my SBQ~ xiang dang nian, my prelims is my SBQ helped me one.
now prepared to fail my combined humanities. ARGH!! *bite*
but i'm still happy that growth of nation came out! like duh! so many chapters leh!

after tml, i'm half free! hahahaha~

and faster faster confirm with me got keychains ma leh! i paid you le leh!

everyone's dying dye-ing their hairs. *like their hair going to die! LOL =X*
i wanna rebond! not want! is MUST~! LOL!
clothes faster come also~ lalala~~
*random : chunnie faster come~!!*


good luck for my lit tml! not studying! =X
Saturday, November 03, 2007 @ 8:23 PM

//edited

Super long never upload photos le.
The items~
I think damn nice! Cuz opened edna's one~ And who will bear to use the stickers inside lah!
The mini towel .. really a bit mini


And I ordered this!! LOL!
Lucky still got 3 copies left~ So I ordered 2!!!
See how big is it!

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WAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


I WANT THE CONCERT BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cuz helped edna ordered one~ and she went to collect, shun bian helped me get other stuffs~
SUPER NICE LAH! cuz it's BIG!
muz ask if the person still have~!!!!
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
CHUNNIE DAMN SHUAI! *like when he not shuai lah*

lazy type le~
bye~!
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